“Die while you are alive,
and be absolutely dead.
Then do whatever you want,
it’s all good."
-Bunyan-

Howdie Mickoski on the Nile, 2004

In the midst of a suicidal depression in the 1990′s, a revelation came. The Ancient Egyptians had secret knowledge that is of great need today. Such began an outer and inner exploration of what they may have been refering to.
Along the way I got very lucky, meeting some wonderful individuals who were able to shine some light on where we are and who we are.
It all boils down to questions. Answers we have. Lots of them. What we don’t have is the right questions. Every time I began to ask a deep question- one my ego did not want me to ask- answers and teachers appeared. As long as my questions stayed at ego-reinforcing self-importance, not much was located. That in itself was one of the great secrets of Ancient Egypt- how to ask powerful questions.”